In my life, there are several things I strongly hate, types of people I don't care for, and some actual people I really, really don't like. Very rarely are there people that I hate.
With one exception. I hate MFKAMF with every fiber of my being.
It is by my choice that I have nothing to do with the man. A choice that I absolutely do not regret nor have any quilt over. I tried for several years to repair the alleged relationship and to have something that a normal father and daughter would have.
None of this is what I hate him for however. I really could care less about having a relationship with him now. It's pointless. Honestly, I tried. He could not man up and be a father in any capacity. I'm okay with this.
What I'm not okay with is how he has treated Jeremy. Throughout the conflict and turmoil since my parents' divorce, Jeremy has always been the one in the background hoping no one is mad at him, that everyone is happy, and hoping for things to be normal. Never once did he go head to head with MFKAMF, never once has he said a bad word about him. But do you think that MFKAMF realizes this?
Nope.
I don't think anyone but Jeremy knows when the last time he heard from our father. Do you know that last year when it all came to head and this man was cussing me and saying evil things that it was on Jeremy's birthday? Do you know that he NEVER called his son to wish him a happy birthday?
Do you know that in the last 9 years we can count on one hand that he has called Jeremy to say hi? To see what's up?
Do you know that when this asshole was harassing me via text message a few months ago that the only thing my brother could say is that at least MFKAMF calls me.
How sad is it that Jeremy would love to hear from his father even if it is to be cussed out?
I could kill this man. To think that he could really have a relationship with his son but instead chooses to pretend he doesn't even exist all the while harassing my mom and I. I hate him for this. Jeremy has done nothing to ever make him deserve this type of treatment. All he wants is a dad and this ass clown can't even get that right.
I can't even really describe how this angers me. I start crying just thinking about it because I hate to think of Jeremy going through that pain for no good reason other than our father hates me.
While I know that I could not benefit at all repairing the relationship with MFKAMF, I know that Jeremy in some way could benefit, even in just the short term, from knowing whether or not his father even loves him.
I really really really REALLY hate that man, if you can call him that.
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It is sad. At least He has you, your mom and Carl (that is his name I think). I know that will not make up for having his "real father" but it seems to me like Carl would be a better father figure anyway. At least he cares about you all.
Yeah, Carl has been great to us, even after such a rocky start. Plus with how great he's been with Aidan, I think of him as my dad. With Jeremy, I think it is more the unanswered questions. Why he just walked away and why he never calls, ya know?
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